Deal With It!

Worte it on thursaday,was in a pissy moods, and I ma again. Thanks family!

Deal With It!

Nothing is right today
Everything is bugging me
I woke up to a pile of homework
My website is down
No one will update
No one ever comments
And while that usually doesn’t bother me
Today it makes me mad
I’ve been isolated for far to long
With out friends
With out theater
With our something to distract me
From the numbness of boredom
From the loudness of the TV and computer
From the gripes of my sister
From the annoying hyper-ness of brother
The computer is running slow
I left my homework in my car
And every word out of my family’s mouths
Every complaint
Every happy sound
Every sneeze
Makes me want to hit them
Just their presence alone
I can’t get to my homework
Not that I could do it if I could
My brain is fuzzy
My family is in my way
My mother is over my shoulder
This “poem” is getting longer
Frustration is growing and I just want to burst
Christmas music is going on
My sister is being helpless and pathetic
There are people I want to hang out with
People I want to call
People I want to talk to
But everyone knows I won’t
Each word that I write
Each thought that I think
It just makes me madder
And my scowl grows thinker
The dogs are barking loudly
And this is how I am feeling
Have felt
Will feel
So you can deal with it!